Someone who I miss now

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap. When you were 9 years old, he paid for guitar lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house. When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste. When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter. When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART. If you love your dad, treat youre dad well.

when age 8 until were 16 it's real, selebihnyaaaaaa itu menyedihkan dan I realized tha just a dream, miss you dad. I know God give you a beautifull pleace in there :*

The Worst Girlfriend Ever

This post is dedicated to someone who has already become a part of me.

Hi baby, can I ask you one thing?
How could you do that? I mean, you almost never get mad at me. Eventho' I keep doing the things you hate.How could you be that patient?

Maybe if there's an award for the World's Worst Girlfriend, I'd be the winner. There are times when I think back, and I realized that I've been hurting you so bad. I've been letting you down for a hundred times. And yes, I do regret.

I'm so sorry for all mistakes that I've done. But I never planned to hurt you, but if I did, trust me I never meant to do that. I've promised myself to fix everything. So you would never find a reason to leave me. 'Cause eventho' I usually act like I don't care about you at all, deep inside my heart, I can't deny that I do really care about you.
Sometimes at night, my tears fall down. The memories we've made are flashing back thru my mind. Then I realized that we have spent so much time together. And I can't imagine how if one day I wake up, and find that you're no longer mine anymore. Or one day I go out and see you with someone else, holding hands, doing the exact same thing like we used to..
Damn, that's the worst nightmare ever and I would never want it to be happened. I love you so much, and I hope you feel the same way too.

The Worst Girlfriend Ever

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Hey bloggers! apakabar? udah lama ya ga nge-update lg haha -_-
oiya karena hari ini gue lg bosen jd nyari2 quetos gitu deh hahaha, kurang kerjaan bgt emang.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Others stay awhile, make footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same.
-Anonymous

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend
-Albert Camus

A mere friend will agree with you, but a real friend will argue.
-Russian Proverb

You May Be One Person To The World But You May Be The World To One Person.
-Anonymous

Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak. Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go
-Velta Azizah

Sad thing is, you can still love someone and be wrong for them
-Velta Azizah

You don’t get to choose; you just fall in love. And you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know that you love them so much
-Velta Azizah

A friend is someone, who upon seeing another friend in immense pain, would rather be the one experiencing the pain than to have to watch their friend suffer.
-Amanda Grier

When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.
-Dr. Seuss

Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names.
-John F. Kennedy

Supermom

You are my hero,
The first person who taught me how to love someone unselfishly.
You're the kind of person that I'd probably let myself killed just to save you.
There are times when I hate you,
But still,
you're at the top of my list.
And sometimes,
It's really hard for me to tell you how much I love you.
But you mean all the world to me.
Your tears heal,
Your hands help me to stay strong.
You're such an inspiration,
and I promise you mom,
One day I'll make you proud.

Your daughter,
Feby

Welcome Nineteen :)

Hallo readers, hari ini tanggal 25 februari 2011. dan gue tepat berumur 19 tahun. Kebayang ga gmn senengnya gue hari ini, meski agak dikit terharu. Kalian pasti tau kan gmn besar nya tanggung jawab remaja usia 19 tahun? hmmm sulit, rumit pasti banyak godaan sana sini, but I'll enjoyed.

Gue terimakasih bgt deh sama ucapan you all guys, itu bisa bikin gue sebagai salah satu betuk support dari kalian. Dan gue excited bgt liatnya!!!!

Ga lupa juga gue ucapin buat keluarga, terutama Ibu sm adik2 gue. Meski Cuma lewat via sms dan telfon, asal kalian tau gue kangen sm kalian apa lagi disaat moment special gue hari ini, bisa di kata hari ini adalah hari gue, my day. Yap I mean today ga ada lah yg namanya badmood itu. Eitssss, pacar juga berperan penting di hari ini, makasih buat si doi Andi Yusril Ichsan yang udah setian temenin gue ngobrol tungguin jam 12 teng, ya si dia jg sekalian ngasih ucapan pertama kali heheh. Temen – temen gue, mulai dari sd smp sma dan di kampus. Makasih banyaaaaaaaaak bgt ya!!!







19 tahun menurut gue adalah usia remaja yang dalam masa penjajakan diri dalam menjalani pendewasaan diri, bener ga sih gue? Hahahah intinya menurut gue gini, apa yang gue alamin kemarin, hari ini, besok, lusa dan seterus nya adalah pembelajaran buat cari jati diri, kedewasaan, pokoknya itudeh :D
Di umur gue yg segini, ini nih disaat gue mateng2nya di uji sm Allah SWT hadapi cobaan yg nantinya gue alamin. Dimana gue mesti beran ambil sikap, berani ambil keputusan, harus extra sabar, ikhlas, tawaqal, ridho, dan insyaallah sholatnya ga bolong2 lagi. Gue tuh aslinya cengeng, cengeng banget. Gue udah belajar gmn caranya biar gue bisa kuat hadapin yg ada di depan gue, sebenerya sulit dan at least gue juga ternyata bisa.

Oh iyaaaa, gue juga mau bilang, gue teramat parah kangen ya sm alm. Papa gue, pas gue 16 tahun beliau masih ada disamping gue ngerayain ultah gue bareng2. Pliss pah, anakmu kangen. Anakmu lg tungguin papa kasih ucapan happy birthday, sekalipun lewat mimpi. Hari ini gue niatin nyekar ke makam beliau, harusssss dan emang wajib, walau hujan gue bakal ttp kesana.

Wishlist? Hmm setiap orang yg lagi ultah tuh pasti nyiapin banyak wishes, yaaaaa begitupun gue. Ada banyak wish gue, ya ibaratnya semoga 5 dari 7 permintaan gue terkabul, amin ya-Rabb . Ya gue ga bisa sebutin semuanya, yg gue minta hanya kesehatan jasmani dan rohani, murah rezeki, sukses dalam segala hal apapun dan panjang umur. Semoga Allah SWT mendengarkannya. Amin

Btw, happy birthday juga buat temans A.Abubakar Hidayat, Muhammad Rijal, Andi Arief, Rury Ramadhan, dan Adik Naysila Syafa Fadiyah. Wish you all the best semua, gue seneng ultah kita barengan guys. Kan asik tuh kalo rame heheh :D
Skali lagi thanks ucapan serta doanya.

"THANKSYOU BUAT KEJUTAN NYA YAAAAAAAH, IT'S AWASOME GUYS"
Xoxo febssssssss <3