The Worst Girlfriend Ever

This post is dedicated to someone who has already become a part of me.

Hi baby, can I ask you one thing?
How could you do that? I mean, you almost never get mad at me. Eventho' I keep doing the things you hate.How could you be that patient?

Maybe if there's an award for the World's Worst Girlfriend, I'd be the winner. There are times when I think back, and I realized that I've been hurting you so bad. I've been letting you down for a hundred times. And yes, I do regret.

I'm so sorry for all mistakes that I've done. But I never planned to hurt you, but if I did, trust me I never meant to do that. I've promised myself to fix everything. So you would never find a reason to leave me. 'Cause eventho' I usually act like I don't care about you at all, deep inside my heart, I can't deny that I do really care about you.
Sometimes at night, my tears fall down. The memories we've made are flashing back thru my mind. Then I realized that we have spent so much time together. And I can't imagine how if one day I wake up, and find that you're no longer mine anymore. Or one day I go out and see you with someone else, holding hands, doing the exact same thing like we used to..
Damn, that's the worst nightmare ever and I would never want it to be happened. I love you so much, and I hope you feel the same way too.

The Worst Girlfriend Ever