Never be dependent to anyone in this world, because even your own shadow leaves you when you’re in darkness.

Kamis, 25 Agustus 2011

The Glee Project

lagi kesengsem nontonin The Glee Project nih xD

The Glee Project itu acara tentang apa sih ?
Jadi ceritanya, Glee kan bentar lagi mau season 3 nih. para kreator Glee merasa mereka harus menambah peran karena beberapa peran yang ada akan diceritakan "lulus". makanya mereka mengadakan audisi untuk mencari pemeran yang tepat. selanjutnya audisi ini dibentuk dalam reality show dan ditayangkan di tv. yang unik adalah audisi ini bukan untuk mencari yang terbaik dalam berakting, menyanyi, maupun menari, tetapi yang dicari adalah orang yang memiliki kepribadian unik untuk ditampilkan di film Glee. buat yang udah nonton pasti tau kan anak-anak Glee itu adalah anak terkucil di pergaulan tapi masing-masing dari mereka memiliki kepribadian yang unik yang membuat mereka menonjol dari anak-anak populer lainnya. maka itu juga lah yang dicari di audisi ini ;)

nontonnya di channel Star World. Thank God gue lagi libur dan nggak pake acara berantem rebutan channel sama orang rumah pas nonton :P tapi berhubung mulai diputernya dari senin kemarin (15082011), jadi gue baru nonton 3 episode saja. episode pertama audisi sampe ktemu 12 besar, episode kedua tentang Individuality, episode ketiga tentang Theatricality

sampe episode ketiga itu udah tinggal 10 besar tuh. tapi emang dasar gue suka spoiler, gue malah berselancar di internet untuk mencari kabar terakhir tentang kompetisi ini. ternyata udah ada keputusan tentang 4 besarnya dan salah satu kontestan pujaan gue nggak masuk :'(



kontestan itu namanya Cameron. di foto pertama dia ada di paling kanan berkacamata dan pake cardigan krem. he's really has a great voice and cool factors guys ! -- ga percaya ? buktikan sendiri xD nah, penasaran kan gue kenapa dia bisa sampe tereliminasi ? usut punya usut, setelah dibantu oleh mbah Google, ternyata si Cameron ini merasa kalo dia nggak mau mengorbankan keyakinan yang dia punya "hanya" untuk bisa tampil di tv. jadi ceritanya di setiap minggu para kontestan memang ditugaskan untuk bikin video klip bersama. suatu kali, dia berpasangan dengan kontestan bernama Lindsay. di ujung video klipnya, surprisingly si Lindsay mencium Cameron. daaan si Cameron langsung ngerasa bersalah sendiri gitu dengan keyakinan yang dia pegang. plus dia juga ngerasa dia mengkhianati pacarnya karena mencium cewe lain walaupun itu nggak disengaja

di jaman kayak gini ada cowo di US yang masih peduli dengan moral ?? WOW BANGET KAAAAN ! hahaha *eh maap yak kalo di US ternyata banyak yang kek gitu juga, korban film barat nih jadi suka mengeneralisir :P*

well then, gue masih menunggu dengan excited kelanjutan dari acara ini. siapakah yang akan menang ? siapa aja kontestan yang akan berperan di Glee season 3 ? -- karena denger-denger walaupun nggak menang audisi, kalo para kreator emang udah suka sama mereka bisa aja mereka ikutan di dalem filmnya :D

untuk mengakhirinya, gue akan menampilkan 1 youtube.

trailer film Glee 3D Concert Movie. tanggal rilisnya dari 12 agustus, tapi kayaknya di indonesia nggak bakal muncul deh :( yah, nunggu dvdnya aja deh kl gtu


okee, sampe sini dulu postingan kali ini. hidup GLEE !!!!

= to be continued =

Kamis, 28 Juli 2011


HARRY POTTER. an exceptional boy.

He have a worth thing that voldemort doesn't have. It's friends.

An advice, a hug, tears, and memories, guide him to become a great Harry.




Hermione "You'll be OK Harry. You're a great wizard, you really are"
Harry ''Not as good as you''
Hermione ''Me? Books and Cleverness. There's more important things; Friendship and bravery''

Harry " Look, it's not that I don't appreciate everything you've done, all of you, but - but I've got you into enough trouble as it is. "

Neville Longbottom "Dumbledore's Army's supposed to be about doing something real. Or was all that just words to you?"

Ron weasley " Maybe you don't have to do this all by yourself, mate."


"Harry, because in case you haven't noticed, Ron and I are on your side" - Hermione
"We're with you whatever happens." - Ron


Harry has a lot people around him. and they're caring him too much. Harry's lucky amid the suffering that permeating his soul. He has much love from many bestfriend.




And....memories and experience won't make Harry go. They will always together. always.






So do you have ur own best friend?

I have my own real-truly bestfriend. best diary to share a lot story, best pillow to lies on, best shoulders to leaned.

Sabtu, 16 Juli 2011

#NyesekAdalah

Mungkin pas lo ngeliat judul postingan kali ini banyak yang berseliweran tiba-tiba di otak lo. Gue bakalan nyebutin mungkin salah satu yang ada di otak lo saat lo baca judul.

· #NyesekAdalah saat lo udah usaha dengan keras tapi lo ngga berhasil ngedapetin apa yang udah lo usahain.

Well, kalo tentang hal ini gue juga ngerasain kok. Disaat gue udah usaha tapi ternyata hasilnya ngga memuaskan buat gue sementara orang yang ngga usaha malah ngedapetin yang ‘seharusnya’ gue dapetin. Tapi itu hidup kan? Kalo hidup itu begitu adil buat kita atau mungkin istilahnya ‘hidup itu memberikan keadilan buat kita’ . Dan dari situlah kita diajarin buat sabar dan pasrah.

· #NyesekAdalah saat lo udah ngebantuin seseorang tapi orang itu pada akhirnya ngelupain jasa lo yang sebenernya pada saat itu harusnya berharga bagi orang yang lo tolongin.

Gue ngerasain ini banget. Kesel, kecewa, sedih, pengen ngamuk—semua rasa bergabung jadi satu. Dulu gue inget banget kebaikan gue ke orang itu tapi sekarang? Rasanya itu orang mau ngobrol sama gue aja engga. Kesel ngga sih digituin? TKB banget.

· #NyesekAdalah lo ngga ngelakuin apa-apa tapi semua orang nyalahin lo.

Kalo yang ini sih alhamdulillah gue belum pernah ngerasain dan gue ngga mau ngerasain sampe kapanpun. Ya iyalah ngga ada yang sudi kali di tuduh-tuduh gitu.

Rabu, 13 Juli 2011

Between poor and rich

Hello yeah you. Happy to see in every saturday--the happiest day ever after. Because you can do all what you want without think about your homework or problems at school/college. Time to cheer yourself up and dance with the mortal world. For people who has been living in Indonesia must know about many place which one can take them for a real happy world. Cheering up with friends,dancing,talking anything,and FORGET about everything in the reality, and poeple who cannot enjoy their saturday--because many problem. I want to discuss it now. About the fact of the famous and the different between the geek, from my opinion and the reality i've seen before.






What your opinion about those picture? Happy,crowded,dancing a whole night, drinks, beautiful girls/ women with a sexy body and appearance, sixpack men / boys. What a heaven. Heaven in this mortal world which we know cannot stand any longer. Our world it's not eternal. It has its own expired date, and we'll never know about it.
They has got a lot of money. So they always to try to spend their money for their entertainment. They try to forget their problem and enjoy the life as happy as they can. They do whatever they want to do. They scream at the top of their voice. They dance with any freak movement. "This is my world, and i gonna do what i have&want to do, screw for that suck things which so make my world isn't funny anymore" .


But, please take a look and pay attention to this thing,




Can you say that they're enjoying their life? Can you say that you're the saddest person in this world? Ever you imagine how they pass a whole day with working? Can you feel their tired?
It's hard for them. Very hard. Very hard to find some food for their breakfast, lunch, or dinner. They don't ever know about " the happiness of the mortal world ". They ever don't know what things that can entertain themselves. They just have a few freedom---to express their feelings. They don't know where is the right place for enjoy the life even for a moment. They often to cry in the silent----cry for their destiny and unlucky life. Why they have to feel kind of things like that? Why they just can feel envy when they saw many people swim on their money. "Life's good".
Can you take a conclusion from this post? For the rich, try to grateful what you've got and don't think that people around you aren't need your help--because your ego. Your ego to not pay much attention of this world. People are need your help. They need you to realize. They want you to feel the way that they feel. And for the poor--keep try and pray. Believe that God will send and give you the best way for life now or later, here or somewhere. Just believe it.
Thanks for your attention, perhaps this-short-post will open your eyes and make you realize something important. Thank you twice.







Thanks God, for gave me anything that i have now. I never be here without You.

Mimpi yuk!

did you ever feel hopeless?
did you ever feel clueless?
did you ever feel useless?

fighting with someone, not feeling to tell anyone, confused, frustrated, lost. i believe that kind of things are still normal for a teenager, like me. still unstable. full of emotion, so sensitive.

sometimes i have no mood booster to make up my mood again, and finally ended up crying. Crying isn't bad. Crying doesn't mean you're weak, crying is just like relaxing your self. Let out all of emotion. Anger, sadness, fear, happiness.

but the most beneficial thing for me to let go of that is music. The melody, the words, it's just perfect. You can always find a perfect song that match you. Falling in love, missing someone, losing someone, confused.

I ended up in bed, crying, hugging my bolster, with cellphone and headphone that plugged in. Put the headphone, and start to shuffle the songs. So many sad songs that made me even more crying.

when I started to conscious a bit, I paid more attention to the lyrics.


In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
So swiftly flown away
- When You Believe (Mariah Carey)



Yes. My prayers so often prove in vain, then the hopeless came, and made my day rotten.

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when your blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight through the rain
- When You Believe (Mariah Carey)



why God did not grant my prayer? I blinded by my own pain. Blaming God for that. Feel betrayed by my own prayers.

There can be miracles
When you believe
Through hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
-When You Believe (Mariah Carey)



It's just a matter of believing. You should believe that you can achieve anything that you dream of. mark that, ANYTHING. you know the words saying "Nothing impossible".
and just like Justin Bieber said,


I will never say never
I will fight till forever
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
- Never Say Never (Justin Bieber)



last magic words for you guys!!

And the dreams
That you've dreamed of
Dreams really do come true
- Somewhere Over The Rainbow